invisible hands are guiding me – soft, mammalian – wrapped under

When a date resonates for no reason – what

I’m sitting right here with this cup of tea

The kettle bubbles and clicks – I can hear the

What if I just want to write at night?

This morning I spiraled down into my body from

Dreamt again of rearranging furniture with such purpose – and

Dreaming of impossible menial decision making – cats, curries, clothes

Woke afraid to open to this morning – mourning a

I am trying to understand when things become other